Jesus F***ing Christ

Do you know when you go to do something and you know you're probably not going to like the outcome but you do it anyway and then end up kicking yourself? Well yeah, i've just had one of those moments. I'm so angry, so upset right now. I'd almost say humiliated. I can't even bring myself to blog about what has happened. I'll try again later but right now I need chocolate, crap telly and my sofa :'(